Tuesday, December 19, 2006
3:31 PM
suppose tuhh be happii everydaes bahhs..
burt dhen..
nwadaes ii will become verys sadd..
whiie?
cuz obb myy famillyy..
ii guess ii dunchh reallii belongg tuhh this familyy bahhs..
ii was lykk so invisible tuhh dhem..
being the youngest isn't good till where!!
who actuallyy know hw sad i was?
in this familyy, i onlyy have to dependds on myselff..
whiie do ii hab to cryy everydaes?
but theyy dunchh know also?!!
take me as dead also can..
i askiin myself.
if tomorrow i die,
will anyone know that?
i guess they will just forget about me.
and carryy on with their life.
without or with me aroundd, ish still the same,
no love felt in this familyy.
then whiie shuld i work so hardd..
jus to make my family proud?
by studyin hard!
in this family! who understand hw stress i am?
i gort no one to go to!
all take me lyk wad!
cutting myself, they scold me stupid!
dhen ask them gib me a ways tuh destress larrhs!!
i vr stress lerrhs! gort no more wayys!
feel lykk endiin my own life!!
i dunch hab any problem!
jus feel lyk. in this household.
i veryy INVISIBLE!
