Friday, June 15, 2007
tears
10:49 PM
some in this world, would say that tears is for in the future, when you are oldd.. when you think back of the past, you will shed for all those past you have..
but for meee.. i will say, tears is part of my life :DDD , sometimes, i won't even try to stop myself for crying.. as what i told bx, i'm giving up le.. giving up on something that you tresure for sooooo long..it's seem like a torture to yourself. but what can i do?.. it's time for me to move on, instead of staying here, UNMOVED.. saying "give up" is much easier then it being done..
today, i just cried too much, too hard.. trying to let out all those pain in my heart by crying, it's seem so foolish..but just can't help.. just feel like crying my heart out whenever i think back of anything.. just let me be a fool forever..
if i were to cut myself again, sorrys peeps.. i cant promise it will be the last time i'm cutting myself..
let me die, i don't wish to suffer in this stupid worlds once again..
you make me stand up again, && now i falling again cause of you!..
I HATE YOU TO THE CORE!..
and i can promise you!.. i'll give up on you reall soon..
time is all i need to give you UP!.. i swear!..
i won't let this stupid foolish painfulness to spoilt my smile..
you will see my smile back onto my face..
but it won't be too soon...but i will try to make is asap..
belive me peeps..
YOU SHUCK!.. really shuck like hell!!
